Just me and only I knew

This is what i feel. Only me to know. maybe this is wrong. but I could only bury, not demonstration. so why? because I'm just someone who is wrong. jealous, yes I admit. but I can not do it because I'm just anyone else. I only parasite I'm only the former and not more than that. initially seen with others that did not matter to me. After you play with me but in the long run again feelings that had suddenly appeared. without being summoned. I can only this undemonstrative. bury far away. no one knows even though one knows. first, when you fill my days are so beautiful. but after you've changed all that hatred that appears. behind the hatred that despite a deep affection still exists. and condensed there, and over time I learned to forget you are slowly but surely. until finally we were relaxing together again as a friend. and now the old feelings came back. you know? I love you so much. without any limit I'm still loyal to you. but to be together again? I wouldn't want to. I'm calm like this, you're there and I was there. I really love you more than anything. but I wasn't really bring myself to you belongs to someone else. let alone see you with other people who viewed by my own eyes. I suddenly could not. because I do not know what to be like this. indeed could I forget about it and do not put any flavor. but for now I do not know who's calling. I will not disturb with anyone with her or with those who are dearer to you. I could only smile I just can not help. yes hold everything. I'm sure I'm stronger than the one in power. I'm sure of it. why? because there is still much more beautiful to fill my day. and I will try to throw away this feeling inside. I still love you